I'm so mean to myself because the last 19 years I've been put down by people I used to trust.
That being my (ex) best friends in highschool who decided to **** my final year of school by calling me a fat whore. And I never went anywhere cause I was too fat. Well I am now after I put on like 20 kilos from there shananigans.
Also, when I drive around in my car, people say after I've driven past "did you see how fat she was"
Things like that really put you down and it's hard to love yourself and make yourself happy when people insist on making peanut gallery remarks that have a big effect on me cause of those stupid whores from highschool who shot my selfesteem below nill cause they were too insecure in themselves to think about anything else *breathes*