Nizmo

i have my own gym and im starting a health kick as of monday - it gives me all weekend to drown my sorrows in what i see fit!! gyms are way to expensive and i dont want onlookers to see my fat jiggling.

nope when they transferred me into this position - because the position i was in before became obsolete - i was sooo happy that i got this job and that my contract had been extended and this total bitch who was telling me about it - focused on all the negatives and kept saying over n over again the dept has the right to only give you 3 days notice! she was a total an utter cow!!

erin dont take the health results too seriously - man i would hate to know what mine says - havent exercised in a while and i eat badly! least u got good grip - im a weekling at grip - paul knows that. Your fitness levels are fine to get yourself thru day to day - as u said that fit chick got told she was obese!! this is how pathetic these tests are!

Paul im nto going to be very good company tonight ...... although if u buy me a carmel sundae from maccas i may be tempted

haha Erin - Retail therapy was made for Depressed females - what is with that haha! its late night shopping here tonight - it would be tempting except the money i have is for bills and possible job loss - my temp agency rang yesterday and one of the other temps at these offices has been informed her contract is definately ending on the 30/6 so they wanted to know if there was any news on mine

no Erin - wasnt that - was over that a long time ago hun *hugs* Just u know how u get that sinking feeling sometimes - i have it today. boxy - haha car detailing is shit - one of my friends was a car detailer - didnt make bad money tho - he was earning more than me and i was in the office.

some things are better for everybody if left unsaid i didslike people that open their mouth before they think. they sounds stoopid

bye matt hi boxy

Bel - haha im not really a good communicator my dad said to me one day when it was just him n me in the car and we were talking about my mums personality and he goes to me - your very much like me lauren if not worse - u dont show ur emotions too often u just hold it all in. So every now in then i just hold it all in til i crack like this. oh well - i'll have a good cry when i get home and get over it.

thats the nicest looking silver one ive seen matt!!

bel - i tried to not talk about cars to this one guy - then he asked about my wheels cos i told him i needed my tyres replaced - so i couldnt help but go into a bit of an explanation how driving on bad shocks gave me eggs etc etc - even that little bit made him look at me like i was a freak and then he goes "some of my mates are into cars but everytime they talk about them i usually switch off"

yeah one look at my car and u see balck seems to become multicolured - u got ya orange gravel, ya white mud, ya yellow wattle stuck to bonnet n roof hehe

black thanks paul - but im no fun when im in a dark mood haha and i seem to get the feeling thats why u hang around me so much - cos im fun *shrugs*

haha silver is one of the colours i dont like well long as it aint red

paul u got a lot to do before u go to England hun - ive already distracted u enough from it.

i know u like cars - and thank u for helping me with boost

Bel - for some reason my interest in cars is usually more of a turn off for guys than a turn on. I usually get ......... well im not that interested in cars.

nah im not pauls missus

i know Matt - im usually happy person but today i just want to fall off the face of the planet - unfortunately everyone has days like this.

cant be matt if he doesnt remember who i am

sorry just had to get this invite run past my boss - he was impressed just depressed cos - im having a Bel day - i dont know just got to that point where u take a stocktake of what u got in ur life just to find that a piece of machinery is the only thing that'll stand by you.

cmon bel talk to me - i know ur there no one loves me today and im depressed

new tyres are about the only thing ive got going for me

hey Bel??? here u miss me ur probably better company - where are u?

mmmm yeah doesnt really matter - as i said i prefer my pay fortnightly anyway - always seem to save money more when i get it in 1k lumps :uh-huh: