Troy as you know, I feel exactly the same (if not worse) at the moment. Christmas and new year shenanigans don't help (plus I had to miss the gym due to an accident). Mindset is such a huge thing and it's time for both us to think positively about our bodies again, get back into our routines, lift and eat clean. Troy, you have a fantastic physique and I don't think it will take you long for you too see that again. Good luck with it all.